Kim Kardashian/Weddings

It's been a while since I've been on here to write what I feel about things that's been going on in the world today. I watched Kim Kardashian get married to Kris Humphries. The wedding was as I expected it to be. It was over the top and lavish. I saw her divanish side come out and really didn't like it. When a lot of women get married they think it's just their day and it's not. It's the bride and grooms day. It's not fair to the groom for the bride to take over. I feel like if the groom wants something, he needs to speak up and really hold is ground on what it is he really wants in his wedding. Just looking at that made me sick of my stomach because I didn't see one thing he wanted in that wedding. I didn't see Kris in that wedding at all. And her mom was the worse. She didn't make him feel apart of it at all and I found that really disrespectful to no end. I was just really disgusted by the whole entire thing.

What do yall think? Those of you who watched it.

As always love one another and treat one another with the utmost respect.
Good Night

All My Children/One Life to LIve

My two favorite soap operas is being cancelled. I've watched them since I was a little girl and now they are being cancelled. What is I gone do? (Laughing) I guess I'm going to have to find something for me to watch. Oh man! Those two soaps have been on for years. A lot of us grew up watching those and now they are going to be gone. Oh well. Everything can't last forever. It was good while it lasted.

As always love one another and treat one another with the utmost respect.
Good Night

Exes

Relationships are so hard to maintain. Relationships don't work when there's only one person who's trying to make it work out. I was in a two year relationship and I was trying to do one thing and he was trying to do something else. I communicated the best way that I could. There were things I should've said. There were things I should've made him do but I didn't. There were things he did that hurt me. There were things that he didn't do that hurt me. There were things he said that hurt me. I'm trying to move on with my life and forget the past but when somebody comes into your life and they're your first love it changes your personality. And when they leave you; it does something to your personality. It changes you and not for the better either. Relationships that end really need the closure. Don't keep hurting one another. If you not going to be honest with one another after the breakup; what's the use of being friends or keeping in touch? It just don't make sense.

My relationship wasn't perfect. I wish it were but it wasn't. I knew he was talking to other women. And the way I knew is; I would read his messages on Facebook and MySpace. I was no dummy. I stayed faithful in every way possible. I could've had my fun but I stayed away from stuff that would disrespect my relationship. My ex can't say the same thing. My status on Facebook, MySpace, MocoSpace, and Tagged was In A Relationship". He can't say the same thing. I had pictures of him on my page. He can't say the same thing. He made himself look available to other women and that just wasn't right. He still won't admit he was talking to other women. He came in contact with other women. He took other women out on dates and never once took me out on dates. That's just wrong and I put up with it. And it just tore me apart. Always make sure you put yourself first and don't let nobody hurt you.

As always love one another and be good to one another.
Good Night!

Being to self

I try and stay to myself so that way nobody can say I said anything. When I open my mouth; people don't like it. They say I talk too much and I tell too much. So I just plan on staying to myself and not saying nothing to nobody. That way I can stay to myself and not talk to nobody. Some people around me like to talk mess and tell stuff they shouldn't tell; but as soon as I do it, I'm in the wrong for doing it. I can't win for loosing and that really makes me sick. That's why I keep to myself and not say nothing to certain people around me.

One day I'm going to really learn to keep my mouth closed and not say what is always on my mind. And then certain folks around me are going to start wondering what is really wrong with me. And that's when I'm going to tell them nothing is wrong with me. I'm just going to keep my mouth and thoughts to myself and not tell nobody nothing. When I get asked a question; I'm going to just simply say I don't know. I hate hypocrites. They make my but itch. It really do suck being me sometimes. That's why I always feel alone when I'm around certain people.

As always love one another and treat one another with the utmost respect.
Good Night

Drugs

Lately I've been watching the news or different shows and a lot of people are getting hooked on dangerous drugs. When it comes to drugs I've seen what drugs can do to a person or a family. And I got to tell you; it's not joke. If you or somebody you know are on drugs please get some help or get the people you know some help. Life is too short and drugs don't need to be the reason for you leaving this world. I was watching the news the other day and they was talking about Bobby Brown's daughter being on drugs. And to be honest with you I believe that she is. In my opinion I think the parents are in denial. I don't believe she was set up to look stupid. Again; if you're on drugs get some help. It don't have to be the end of you.

As always love one another and treat one another with the utmost respect.
Good Night

Dear John

I was dating this guy and I thought things would've worked out with us but he just had to many issues. I tried really hard to be nice to him and just be me. I never once tried to judge him. But nothing I said or did was ever right. He always saw it as me judging him. He talked ill of everything that I had interest in. It could be shows or books. It really didn't matter; if he thought it was stupid he had something negative to say about it and I just couldn't deal with something like that. In the beginning he wasn't like this and it shocked me to my core. I need to be free to be me when I'm in a relationship. I've had three relationships where I felt like I couldn't be me and I never ever want to have that feeling ever again. I learn from every relationship that I get into; that way I won't repeat past mistakes. And that's how I live. I try and not make past mistakes. I learn and keep it moving.

Life's too short for the drama.

As always love one another and treat one another with the utmost respect.
Good Night

Japan

There's a like going on in Japan right now and they need to be in our prayers. People need to stop doing all the wrong that they are doing and start doing what's right. What happened in Haiti and Japan should be a wake up call to all of us that tomorrow is not promised to any of us. We as a people need to start treating one another with some type of respect. Let's keep Japan and Haiti in our prayers they really do need it.

My Grandmother

My grandmother passed away January 12, 2011, and it was very hard on the family. She was the matriarch of the Williams family and she's really going to be missed. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her. She's really going to be missed. She was the life of our family. She was the heart and that is gone. Now we have to find a way to live without her physically being here with us. It's going to be hard but we all have to do it with her living on in our hearts and minds.

R.I.P Annie B. Williams.