People Thinking You Are Weird

 I am really a loner. 

I don't hang around a lot of people because people are evil sometimes and they do not care about you or your well being. 

People watch and read things that I say and do on social media and they think that I am weird. Which don't make sense to me at all. Everybody have a little bit of weirdness to them. So why in the hell am I being targeted? I try so hard to not talk to a lot of people. And try so hard to stay away from people because the way I am I get uncomfortable when I feel like somebody do not mean me no good. 

I get so sick and tired of hearing that I am weird to people. If I am so weird; stay off my social media and out of my damn life. I rather be weird by my damn self. I am just me and trying to be comfortable in my own skin at the age of 45. People don't make it easy for me to be me unapologetically. 

Let people be who they are.

Love, Live, Life

Dealing With Grief

 March 7, 2023 my sister Ronisha and a friend of ours was murdered. When I got the phone call from Ronisha's oldest daughter telling me that Ronisha was murdered; I lost all bodily function. A lot of emotions went through me that day. 

My world as I knew it was over. I did not want to be bothered by nobody. My spirit was broken that day. Ronisha was my best friend of 20 years but I called her my sister. She and I had gone through a whole lot together in 20 years. 

My depression set in on me and I was not able to shake it. The crazy part is I had to get on stage to perform comedy a month after she was killed. I do not know how in the hell I was able to get on that stage like that and perform. To be honest; I did not remember nothing I said on that stage until I got home and watched the video. 

Comedian Armani was so proud of me for getting on that stage and doing what I needed to do. My comedy hasn't been the same since that night. 

I am so hurt that she is no longer here and enjoying life with me. But I have to try and live on without her. With God's help I will be just fine.

Seek therapy with a therapist that will help you with your grief. That will give you the tools you need in order to make it from one day to the next.

Love, Live, Life

Nobody Will Help You

 In today’s society you have to be careful who you trust. Everybody is not your friend and not everybody will understand you. 

With what is going on with Diddy and others; you have to ask yourself; “If I were in trouble who would come to help me”? If you can’t think of not one person who would come to your rescue; you are in a world of trouble. 

To the best you can with what you have. 

Love, Live, Life