Saturday, April 16, 2011

All My Children/One Life to LIve

My two favorite soap operas is being cancelled. I've watched them since I was a little girl and now they are being cancelled. What is I gone do? (Laughing) I guess I'm going to have to find something for me to watch. Oh man! Those two soaps have been on for years. A lot of us grew up watching those and now they are going to be gone. Oh well. Everything can't last forever. It was good while it lasted.

As always love one another and treat one another with the utmost respect.
Good Night

Exes

Relationships are so hard to maintain. Relationships don't work when there's only one person who's trying to make it work out. I was in a two year relationship and I was trying to do one thing and he was trying to do something else. I communicated the best way that I could. There were things I should've said. There were things I should've made him do but I didn't. There were things he did that hurt me. There were things that he didn't do that hurt me. There were things he said that hurt me. I'm trying to move on with my life and forget the past but when somebody comes into your life and they're your first love it changes your personality. And when they leave you; it does something to your personality. It changes you and not for the better either. Relationships that end really need the closure. Don't keep hurting one another. If you not going to be honest with one another after the breakup; what's the use of being friends or keeping in touch? It just don't make sense.

My relationship wasn't perfect. I wish it were but it wasn't. I knew he was talking to other women. And the way I knew is; I would read his messages on Facebook and MySpace. I was no dummy. I stayed faithful in every way possible. I could've had my fun but I stayed away from stuff that would disrespect my relationship. My ex can't say the same thing. My status on Facebook, MySpace, MocoSpace, and Tagged was In A Relationship". He can't say the same thing. I had pictures of him on my page. He can't say the same thing. He made himself look available to other women and that just wasn't right. He still won't admit he was talking to other women. He came in contact with other women. He took other women out on dates and never once took me out on dates. That's just wrong and I put up with it. And it just tore me apart. Always make sure you put yourself first and don't let nobody hurt you.

As always love one another and be good to one another.
Good Night!