Fed Up

There comes a time when you get fed up with people. Especially a relationship that's not working. I've been in a relationship for two years and five months. And to be honest; it's really not working. I've done all I could to make it work. But what I won't do is move away with him and I don't have that commitment from him. I don't believe in shacking up with a man. I will never live with a man and he's not trying to put a ring on my finger. I will never go to another city or state to live with a man and he's not showing me any respect. There has been a lot of heart words and actions and I will never get over what was said to me in the past. I have a condition that I have to really take care of and I have an allergy that he don't care about. So I just need to move on with my life and just cleanse myself of him and just try and forget that I ever met him. Lately I have been just sitting here thinking about the past and everything that has went down. I'm just tired of feeling like I don't matter. I'm tired of decisions being made and I am not even in the loop about anything. So I am just going to move on and work on myself. Just try and move on with my life and do the best that I can to make myself a little bit better. 

I've let this man turn me into something that I am not proud of at all. Deep down I am a really angry woman and I just want to punch a serious hole in somebody. I've changed a lot since I've met this person. And to be honest; I don't like some of the changes that I've changed into. But then again; it has taught me to really stick up for myself and I am glad that I can do that for myself. 

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