March 7, 2023 my sister Ronisha and a friend of ours was murdered. When I got the phone call from Ronisha's oldest daughter telling me that Ronisha was murdered; I lost all bodily function. A lot of emotions went through me that day.
My world as I knew it was over. I did not want to be bothered by nobody. My spirit was broken that day. Ronisha was my best friend of 20 years but I called her my sister. She and I had gone through a whole lot together in 20 years.
My depression set in on me and I was not able to shake it. The crazy part is I had to get on stage to perform comedy a month after she was killed. I do not know how in the hell I was able to get on that stage like that and perform. To be honest; I did not remember nothing I said on that stage until I got home and watched the video.
Comedian Armani was so proud of me for getting on that stage and doing what I needed to do. My comedy hasn't been the same since that night.
I am so hurt that she is no longer here and enjoying life with me. But I have to try and live on without her. With God's help I will be just fine.
Seek therapy with a therapist that will help you with your grief. That will give you the tools you need in order to make it from one day to the next.
Love, Live, Life
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