Three years ago I took the risk of shooting my shot and all I really wanted was to see if we had any chemistry with one another. Sex never crossed my mind. Don't get me wrong; but if it happened it just happened. I was not aiming for that though. I just wanted to sit at a time with food and music to have am intimate conversation with this person.
Needless to say; he never validated my feelings. For three years all he did was shit on my feelings. Every woman he had sex was thrown in my face. He never really cared about how I felt because what I felt never mattered to him.
For three years I have tried so hard to get rid of the feelings I have had for him. Only lord knows it has not been easy. It took a lot for me to open up and tell my feelings. As shy as I am; it is really hard for me to open up and not be judged for the way I feel. It's all good! This my first and last time telling a man how I feel. It only brings you heartache and you being shitted on.
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